Aint Life Grand....

       My friends ... ( along with my "dear Brother)... have us a bit "on edge" this evening....

Just Trying to Keep Things "Interesting"....

                                        Hope that you All are well this evening.....

                                          This is proving to be more and more true.....
So what if we are a "heartless" person.... my heart is now (for the most part) a hardened blackening mass.....  in my chest.... That is what the doctors have told us....

 So... a Happy Holidays..... from our "Black Heart"..... Later Kiddies....

Just a Bit More Drama....

                           As I have said Kiddies ...Never a Dull Moment here at Home...lol

                              A saying that has been hanging on my wall for many years....

                                      No kidding...my living room looks a Lot Like THIS....

The "Cracks in My Smile" are begining to Show...

Sorry Kiddies ... "External Issues, Beyond Our Control" are greatly increasing our "Misery"... mostly because "There is NO Fighting Back''' 

                                   We "Have Methods" of dealing with "some" of these "Issues"....

                                   But I am afraid "These Methods" are NOT "socially Acceptable"...

                                    We will make "preparations" as well as trying to "Hold it Together"...

Want to See "Something"....

How about I remove a Small Town., Or play "Dominoes" with the Sky-Scrapers of a larger City....???

                                                     Why Not .....I am Dying     
                                                         Everything Burns....           

Still Batteling Mal-ware.....

                          Been running Virus Scans .... Two more last night and Three just Today.....

Just Another Cold Day in Hell

                                            No ice but very low temperatures for this area...

Still "thinking"....

Stuck in Marshville till I Die.....

                                      Just sitting here in my corner ...."thinking"...

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....later Kiddies.....

Thinking Again

 

Just "thinking"....

                                               Not often a Good thing for any one

"this way lays madness...."

 

All it takes is a little "push"....

Trying to Get into Better Spirits

Still trying to keep the "darkness" at bay

                                   Things Look rather "bleak" Trying not to think too much right now...

                    Too many "Dark Things" lurking in my mind  ....And They Want OUT.....!!!!

 

Too many "diabolical" Thoughts racing through my brain....

My thoughts are about as organized as an "explosion in a public Library"

A chaotic mess of useless information 

 But I am still highly Intelligent 

 But Mostly Insane

A Few Friends Came By

two stayed for about half an hour.... then Starla came by and gave me a couple glasses of beer...
                        She was not in the best of spirits and told me of her "troubles"
 Being "The Doctor" I had to discuss her life and "personal" problems and utilize my knowledge of psychology to break things down to give her a better understanding of the "Facts" separated from the "emotional" responses that she was feeling... And told her that I would talk to one of the individuals involved in her "Problem" to try and "smooth things over"....   Just part of being "The Doctor"

Its a Miserable Life

This should be a "Holiday" movie.... There are so many things going "wrong"... Been thinking ( as I have said Not always a "good" thing for us)  This "eventful" day is only the start.... not even a full day into this new year... and the crap is already hitting the fan.... at least this time it is not directed at Me...

    Can't help but to wonder if this day is a precursor of the days to follow this new year
 If so ...Maybe just giving up and accepting my own death would be preferable to trying to make through till the next year.... by then my health will have declined even more and may have to have a portable oxygen tank to take with me whenever I go anywhere.... my future looks bleak.... I am still trying to give myself "good" reasons to "hang in there" ( and not by the neck by a noose)... not much "pleasant" to which to look forward in my future....

 

at least I will have "the Doctor" to be at my side through all the bad times ahead.... And my "self-preservation" and protection are his main goals.... without Me there would be No "Doctor" so for his own self-preservation and continued existence depend on my survival...... 

 So I will endure the misfortunes and misery of 2012 for the sake of that which means so much to me...

  Maybe things will improve ...but I will not get my "hopes" up on things getting better for us..... Pretty miserable today (and for the last few weeks) ... most of all the problems from 2011 are still with us to some degree.... ( some even worse now...)
 Sorry for the depressing New Years Post... but I do Not really see things improving ...only getting worse and worse... as the year progresses... Still I will try my best even if my efforts have very little effect on the overall scheme of things.... but to all of you you have my best wishes for a happier life...
                                             Good bye for now from ...the Doctor

 

For now let us all try to hang on to the things in our lives that matter the most

A Cold and Lonely Last Day of the Year

Just sitting here.... I would like to thank all of my followers for joining my Blog.... I try to give you folks something interesting to view here... Well the New Year is upon us.... (Same old Shit ...just a different Year)

 

We here at the Crypt hope to continue to entertain you good folk...

 Thank you all and have yourselves a very happy New Year..

Hello Again...

                     

                                           Another friend dropped by for about 15 minutes...

                                               Just something to help "brighten" my mood

Even though I will never own the 12 inch figure of this great character... This tune has been with me since early childhood .... one of the first records that I ever owned... and this album was used to "Lift my Spirits" many a time during the years of my youth.....

                                   and this tune which helped me through many bad times of my youth

                                           We do what we can just to make it through

                           Sucks not knowing just how many more New Years I will be here to see....

                I used to wonder just how many of my so-called "friends" came by just to see me Suffer....
                 Life Sucks and I am trying to cheer myself up as best that I can... Not much luck so far...

The Holiday Season

("putting a Smile" on my face is about as close as I can manage at this time)

I know that the Holiday season is supposed to be a time of "joy" and "Happiness"   ... not always true for some of us ... Some of us have very miserable lives with little or no hope of things improving anytime soon... if anything  some of our biggest worries will only worsen as the year progresses...

                                           For some of us the upcoming year looks very bleak....

The End of 2011...

Well kiddies ...this year has nearly finished... ( a lot of terrible things happened this year)
the "death" of the old and the beginning of new things...a Time for reviewing our accomplishments and our failures over the past year ... and maybe "Hope" for better things for ourselves in the upcoming year

 

Maybe even a time to take a better look at ourselves.... get to know the "real you" not the mask we wear when dealing with others ... but a long look at what is inside of us....

a time to think of the "troubles" that will follow us into this next year...

And the new problems that will arise ( often unseen... until it is to late to stop the "problem")

Are You Wierd ??

                                         What is wrong with being a bit "different" .....???

   I have always been "different" ... I got picked on a lot as a small child because I liked Monsters...