Thursday, May 30, 2024

Last of May 2024 (with UPDATE)

 UPDATE: Okay, so clearly I've lost my mind! I thought that maybe I'd posted about these books in the past, but did not bother to look. Today, I discovered that yep, yep I did. Oy. You can see that post HERE.

It's funny what the brain does when on utter overload. That post was very detailed and only 2 months ago. How did I not remember that better? Perhaps because March was a very hard month or because these were old stories and thought of or remembered in layers over time (as in: I pull the book out, I reread it, I write to family about it, I put the story here - so many layers!). 

At any rate, I'm mostly through with this book project and I thank you for bearing with me as I document lives, sometimes more than once. 🙂

Happy little daisies and pretty little purples!


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So, poetry for love or sadness or celebration, eh? I wonder what poems and songs will be written today? A day for relief, celebration and acknowledging the work that still needs to be done.

I finished How to Love the World: Poems of Gratitude and Hope. Now, I'm reading a new book if poetry (thanks Dee), "Bright Dead Things", by Ada Limon. So far I've liked the several I read and I was, of course, inspired to do a little research on her. I found her website and this cool project: Poetry in the Parks. I wish I was close enough to one of the parks to check it out.

3 more books ready to go. I'm almost to the bottom of the choices. These three, mine as a child, were much loved by my mother and me. I WAS a very little girl...a teeny thing 🙂 and I was a daughter to a loving mother, so rereading these brought back good memories. The third one, The Sign on Rosie's door is another treasure. The video/audio below brings back so many memories from my children's childhoods. Tammy Grimes voice forever in my head as the storyteller of this imaginative gem! May today's children still be introduced to such magic.


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This reminded me of a similar changing the nature of fabric video, that I posted back HERE. I have mixed feelings about taking a material which is soft, squishy...comforting and  making it hard and unchangeable (once one considers the piece 'done' that is). But, I did like seeing the still visible layers...frozen in time.

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A neighbors fruit tree and beautiful flowers at the end of our driveway.  They catch the light beautifully as we pull in. What a treat!





May you smell the flowers

May you eat good fruit

May you read great books

xo

Photos by NAE @pomegranatetrail ©2024 

Tuesday, May 21, 2024

Eat Up and Draw

 


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I wanted to get out for a walk today, but it just didn't happen. Instead, I took a garden tour. I thought of the Landscape vs Wild at Jude's and the "To feed or not to feed (birds)" over at Grace's and elsewhere. I thought the garden above was a nice form of city wild and she planted beautiful flowers that the hummingbirds love - so win-win! Plus, even though I wondered about mosquitoes, it's nice that she provides lovely bird baths and houses to boot! I thought of Liz & Don's recent birdhouse addition. Well, that was a fun little journey.

This channel has so many beautiful gardens, but not just flowers - food gardens too. You can find one HERE and HERE.




Fork Story:

This is my fork. I love this fork. It was purchased back in 1978-79 at a pretty nice home goods store in Santa Monica. It was a Pottery Barn type store. My ex and I went to look for housewares...a registry? I don't really recall and that doesn't sound right though. We did not do a registry, but maybe we considered it? Anyway, I bought this one fork with a wooden handle to consider. I thought I'd want a whole set of them, but that never came to pass either. However 45 years later, with all of the changes in my life...I still have the fork. I love this fork. It has served me well.

I drew it.

"Slotted spoon - best diet tool ever!"

The Woman and the Fork  

There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things ‘in order,’ she contacted Her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes.

She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in.

Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her.

‘There’s one more thing,’ she said excitedly..

‘What’s that?’ came the Pastor’s reply?

‘This is very important,’ the young woman continued. ‘I want to be buried with a fork in my Right hand.’

The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say.

That surprises you, doesn’t it?’ the young woman asked.

‘Well, to be honest, I’m puzzled by the request,’ said the Pastor.

The young woman explained. ‘My grandmother once told me this story, and from that time on I have always tried to pass along its message to those I love and those who are in need of encouragement. In all my years of attending socials and dinners, I always remember that when the dishes of the main course were being cleared, someone would inevitably lean over and say, ‘Keep your fork.’ It was my favourite part because I knew that something better was coming…like velvety chocolate cake or deep-dish apple pie. Something wonderful, and with substance!’

So, I just want people to see me there in that casket with a fork in my hand and I want them to wonder ‘What’s with the fork?’ Then I want you to tell them: ‘Keep your fork ..the best is yet to come.’

The Pastor’s eyes welled up with tears of joy as he hugged the young woman good-bye. He knew this would be one of the last times he would see her before her death. But he also knew that the young woman had a better grasp of heaven than he did. She had a better grasp of what heaven would be like than many people twice her age, with twice as much experience and knowledge. She KNEW that something better was coming.

At the funeral people were walking by the young woman’s casket and they saw the cloak she was wearing and the fork placed in her right hand. Over and over, the Pastor heard the question, ‘What’s with the fork?’ And over and over he smiled.

During his message, the Pastor told the people of the conversation he had with the young woman shortly before she died. He also told them about The Fork and about what it symbolized to her. He told the people how he could not stop thinking about the fork and told them that they probably would not be able to stop thinking about it either.


I heard this story many, many, many years ago. I think I remember it for the language play most of all and for the idea that something good may be coming. Something good may be coming. That hope is important at any stage of life.




This is what I've been calling the "scoop". 
J. found it at Emma Wood many, many years ago. We think it is quartz. I love that small bit of purple on it. It's heavy and feels so good in your hand. He noticed it poking up between other rocks and such. The purple caught his eye. 
I drew it too.
Recently, while J. watched a program about history or indigenous peoples or something (I was not paying attention)...it occurred to me that the 'scoop' would make a great tool for eating. It has the right shape, a slight scoop shape, a place to put your thumb to easily hold it. I wondered if/how it would work? How would it feel to eat this way?
So, I washed up the scoop...and ate my dinner with it! 




May you share a good story 

May you embrace the old

May you try something new 

xo

Photos by NAE @pomegranatetrail ©2024 


Friday, May 10, 2024

Sink and Rise...Rise

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Lyrics: How long is now? We could stay but we don't know how Some say forever Who are these men? I wanna live Forever now with them How far is heaven? Is it in the air we breathe? Some say before us And it's always been I wanna live Forever now with them How long is now? How gone is yesteryear? If you've ever been, How can you ever disappear? I have to sink & rise & sink & rise again And how far am I away from you? You've always been At the heart of Providence And I want to love forever now within Sink & rise sink & rise sink & rise again. http://vevo.ly/iqcQnw


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No walking today 

Laundry day keeps me busy

Weave keeps me happy


The beautiful white/tan yarn I've been using and talking about was a gift from LaceLady.

Thank you!

I wasn't sure how it would weave, as it is highly textured and somewhat delicate. All of the nubs are held on a fine, thin thread. I'm sure that there's a proper name for this kind of yarn, but I don't know it.

Anyway, I'd pulled it out to use with the Unity-Diversity-Earth bags. The hank quickly became the heap you see above. Instead of loosing my mind trying to untangle it, I merely pulled out long strands, cut them off, wound them around my fingers and set them aside.

I used some in the 'white' bag of the recent bridge visit and discovered, much to my happy delight that this yarn looks amazing when woven! The colors shift and change. It shimmers.

I started the one above, then made another. The look and feel of them is just beyond! At this point, I still thought they would be a part of the CMB project, but quickly decided to keep them for a while, as gifts. I'm not ready to let go of them and that's okay.


I was able to make a total of 5 Medicine Bags with this delicious fiber. The hints of color, the flow of white to tan, the texture and shimmer...all scream USE THE GOOD SILVER!

The one on the right (below), with the orange-purple-pink highlight colors is a gift for a friend.



I played around with trying to get photos in good light, so I took them outside. Even then, it was hard to catch the fineness, the shimmer...even when they danced on the breeze, it was hard to capture the light dancing on them.

They really are so fine. Some of my all time favorites and I'm not a shimmery gal.





I'm almost finished with How to Love the World: Poems of Gratitude and Hope, which I began so long ago now. 

This poem spoke to me...


I've another hank to carefully pull from, to perhaps wind into another big ball (like the black/gray one). This is the one I worked with today (top photo of two completed bags - the one on the right). The bottom pic shows the colors better: blu/red/purple. Quite lovely.



After taking the Medicine Bag photos, I took a bright picture of our "Wall of Green". This phrase had jumped to mind in a comment I made recently and I wanted to remember here how very green this time has been. 


May you hold the words of others

May you hold the work of your hands

May you hold your own words too

xo

Photos by NAE @pomegranatetrail ©2024 


Monday, May 6, 2024

OH MY GOSH!!!

I started the process of working on Puppy. OH MY LANDS! This is some of what was inside. My naive self thought that I could simply open his tummy, where the seam was clearly coming apart. Snip, snip...what?


There was very little "stuffing" to speak of. What I discovered was a lot of...? Dust, rocks, nut shells...? His nose area had a big piece of stuffing, loosely stitched in and his tail had some...a paw I think. That was about it. The rest was this 'natural'? material of some sort.

Such a fine dust, I was sneezing!


This big piece was his nose. Now he's all squished and his eyes even look different. One eye is no longer stitched well.

Almost all of the "stuffing" is out, except a few rock/nut pieces stuck to inside seams.


I finally got to the "shaker" in one of his paws.  It sounds like the clay shakers I made when taking pottery back in 2000. This made me smile, as pottery has popped up all over the place for me lately. I made these by wrapping tiny balls and bits of clay in paper...wrapped them all in more paper, forming a ball and formed the clay around that. After poking a few pin holes in the clay ball (to keep it from exploding in the kiln), it was fired. During the firing, all of the paper burned off and I was left with clay bits in the clay ball, which make a great sound when shook. Each one of them makes a different sound, depending on the size and shape of the clay bits inside. They're pretty cool.

I tried to see what this shaker could have inside, but all I could see was a reddish material that looks quite like the dust inside of Puppy. Dust falls out when I shake it, giving some credence to my thoughts.

My clay shakers are sitting in a handmade basket, a gift from a dear friend, made by her father. Her father, a basket maker for a lifetime. He lives in a very small town in Mexico and to make his baskets, he first goes to the river to collect the raw materials - striping the reeds into long thin strands. Then he can weave. He has made these baskets...forever...and sold them to help support his family. He is very old now and no longer creates his signature baskets, but this one - gifted to me many years ago - he made as an elder, maybe older than I am now. An elder and still doing the physical work to make beauty. I treasure this basket. Now it holds a new memory too.


I took a break to do some research.


The paper towel began to look like a Rorschach Test.

I kinda see the profile of a grinning, evil looking mouse in this bottom pic. HINT: The bit of stuffing is the 'face' and there are no real back legs to speak of.


So, now, while pausing...I'm considering what steps to take next. I'm wondering if the vacuum suction would just rip him apart? How do I get that last bits and dust out? Thank goodness I didn't wash him first - this dust would be mud! Is it possible to get the age and odors out of him (he still smells so strong of cedar). How to ready him for a new generation? Is that possible? How and with what do I re-stuff him? Can I wash him? Will it do even more damage?

What is left of Puppy's stuffing. Amazing. Kind of creepy. Sad.


Then came the harder questions...

Can Puppy be saved? Should Puppy be saved? How and for Who?

If Puppy can not be saved...what ever shall I do with him? How do I honor how much little baby girl me loved him?

In thinking about all of this and feeling rather sad that I even began this assault on beloved little Puppy...I took out Lamby and decided that she is most likely filled with the same or similar materials. She has no obvious seams to open with ease. She elderly, but in tact. I think I'll leave her be. But, then what shall I do with her?

Oh what to do now?


May you take a chance

May you honor your memories

May you find ways to be okay with both

xo

Photos by NAE @pomegranatetrail ©2024 

Ode to Blue ~ Thanks to Deb


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While over at Deb's...I fell deep into a Blue Rabbit Hole! Head on over to her place and take a peek!

Deb's Blue Post

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Remember when LeAnne was all the rage with this song? 

The trail tonight began with this site (TATTER) from her post and...

led to this article, (GRADIENTS OF BLUE: BEYOND THE EARTH) - as I've always been a lover of hardware stores and paint chips. 

While reading the article...I floated off to learning about what cyan  is and exactly what a cyanometer is...how to pronounce it, it's history etc. And that led to how to make one! (cue paint chip love)

The video on how to make one led me to this:

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I'm not a huge Jazz gal, but I listened to some of it and I did notice this came out the year I was born 💙 

All of this "blue-ness" reminded me about how my sister and I were just talking about book displays based on "I don't remember the title but its blue". If you do an image search of that phrase, you'll come across scores of creative librarian and book sellers displays.

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Thanks to Deb, I've had a very enjoyable evening exploring, listening, watching, dreaming. 

I am not taking the class she mentions, but am sure I'd have great fun with it or at least playing along, like I did tonight. And I'll for sure be keeping up with whatever she posts! So, for now, I'll continue rereading Blue Highways, which seems to fit perfectly into each era I read it (or parts of it). I read it back in 2020 (along with "The Bluest Eye" - haha - blue!) and it fit so well with the state of the world and our country. I know it still will from the little I've read again so far.

I remembered her "sky" knitting from so long ago and I was, of course, inspired to weave some blue and I've already pulled out the yarn tubs to look for "blue". I ended up pulling out all I could find. I also have some embroidery floss to consider.  I'd love to have '40 shades' to weave a cyanometer! I'll see what all I've got to work with, since I just completed yet another Medicine Bag and the little loom stands waiting. So far, I think my blue will contain some white ~ for all of the gorgeous clouds I see.

Lastly, you can bet you will continue to see beautiful blue skies here, as I am always looking...and sharing.


May you fall into glorious holes

May you find lightness and inspiration there

May you bring that back to ground level with you and carry on

xo

Photos by NAE @pomegranatetrail ©2024 

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