"I think that I shall never see
A poem lovely as a tree.
A tree whose hungry mouth is prest
Against the earth's sweet flowing breast;
A tree that looks at God all day
And lifts her leafy arms to pray;
A tree that may in Summer wear
A nest of robins in her hair;
Upon whose bosom snow has lain;
Who intimately lives with rain.
Poems are made by fools like me,
But only God can make a tree."
Joyce Kilmer, 1914
I have tried, for days to UN-choose the word TREE as my word of the year.
Alas.
It seems that TREE has chosen me.
I can't get enough of them. Of looking at them. Wondering about them. Marveling. I love this time of year when the branches are bare. When I can see the outstretched limbs...the strength of the trunk. The delicate, intricate, interdependent branches. It is in this state that a tree seems most alive to me. Like it's doing all it's hard work now. Quietly. Underground, behind the scenes....because that's just what it does.
Yes, TREE has chosen me.
It's not a very active word. I kept thinking I could go with something like "rooted" or "branch out" or "reach" ... but none of those words said it all.
I want to learn from the TREES.
I want to nourish my roots. Nourish the deepest, most essential parts of myself.
Spiritually, emotionally and physically.
I want to go out on some limbs.
I want to bloom where I'm planted.
I want to weather the seasons.
I want to provide a nesting place for those I love.
I want to bend without breaking.
I want to learn from the TREES.
As I stood in my dining room this morning, watching the beginning of our nor'easter out the back windows, I was delighted to watch the branches begin to collect the falling snow. Each tiny limb collecting their share. Such a pretty sight. As I stood, I was still wondering if I could actually put it out there...share with one and all....that my "word" was TREE. I mean, what would people think?!! I knew that TREES were choosing me, but I felt shy to admit such a thing.
And then I saw this.
To me, it was a sign. A gift. I've wanted to see a cardinal in the snow out my back window for a while - didn't see one at all last winter...and now here he was. He choose my TREE today...as if to validate my choice. And so it is.
My guiding word for this year will be the one that choose me.