~*****~

i actually feel sad n dissapointed abt our relationship..
although tis already more den half a yr..
yea...i feel sad
when i heard songs tat i've hv listen to during ns period,my heart drops...
u say u like tiada lagi tat time
wat a sad song
until now
i heard tis song..sad nia..
ya..tiada lagi yg kuharapkan n impikan
v shuldn't hv started
cuz when v finally gt together,i dun reli feel happy at tat moment
until now,i'm nt sure whether v've been together..do v,huh?
when laz time ppl ask me do u hv a guy?i do not know how to answer bcoz i duno ur answer.
i felt damn stpd when i thought back my ns moment
evry saturday nite,although tired,i'll wait for d msg.5beds distance frm my bed
charging my phone cuz scared of low batt n couldnt msg him.doh~
evrytime less den 5msg,asked me''tired?''
i say no
but u say yes
aahh..den gd nite..
wtf
u shit
c wat i get!

lzy
he will accompany me although it's late nite
he's d 1 i tell him my probs..
he's good!=)
real good...

bak frm ns
gathered
started
bak home
v din improved much
i noe tat
v hardly hv any conversations
u owayz ask d same thing
wat r u doing..
1st few days
gd morning msg
later
no more
nt even a CALL
for 1 whole month
can u guys blif this?!
if i get a call frm him,
yea
less den 5mins
duhh..
i owayz dun expect anything frm him..
aiyoooo
can u accept tat ur boy dun msg u for 1 whole day?
nt even a call...
later evry nite
i'll get msg-ed asking wat am i doing
same ques
again n again
2nd msg-nt tired meh?
3rd msg-i'm tired la..oklaa..gd nite la..
like tat nia!!!
haih...big dissapoinment la..if for u ,u can stand tis a?
1 whole day for oni abt 3msgs..everyday~

i'm sick of it until 1 day i chat wif hsien
i tell her evrything
my feelings....evrything
den she confirmed me tat i dun like him la dol~
yea...i noe tat la...until when i talk to her
i admit it la..
break up wif msg jugak
tgk..wtf kan~
sumore say
wait
dinner 1st
go eat ur shit la...nw is big mttr between u n me a.!
eat!
when telling him tis
i was actually msg-ing wif hsien oso
she's teaching me,telling me wat to do
i reli muz thx her d la...luv ya lotsss!!!!!!
she was like so so angry tat time..hah..
funny
bak to topic..
break oni wanna meet a....whole month din meet u din say anything
nvrmind laa...
i'm reli dissapointed ad wan lo..
finally break la...
later saw ur msn those.fs those
gt a gal's name huh
i actually dun fucking care
but i was thinking
when v r STILL 2gether
i'm nt on ur msn or fs neither
words dol..noe wat..?!
u tell chiam u k for me those rite..
blaa...
she actually wan to let me c those lo..
but i din


no mttr how sad it was,i still think of it sumtimes
human nature ma
..wat a failure huh..-.-
at laz,i wrote tis out...aaahhh....wat a relief...XD

Tagged

hmm...1st time doing tag..hahah....went to melody's blog n saw i kena tag few days ago i think...so i do tis tag tag thingy la...haha...i din do Hann's tag!XD
1st :What's your name?
- Moh Jian Li,Lily

2nd : How old are you?
- 18

3rd : What are three electronics you cant live without?
- err...mp3, hair dryer, computer

4th : Are you amazing?
- am i??haha!

5th : What is the brand of the phone you are using?
- the world's leading handphone brand~Nokia!XD

6th : What colour is your phone?
- Black

7th : Have you slept in school before?
- of course!i owayz do!

8th : How long are you online in one day?
- it depends whether i've things to do or not

9th : How would you describe yourself?
- crazy?XD

10th : What's your favourite topic to talk about?
- anything..n nt all 8 things..i oni talk abt specific 8 things!haha

11th : Which teacher do you like?
- Ms Low~my f5 mth tuition teacher

12th : Who do you think is the most handsome in your class?
- errr.....feizai gua....hhaha! my class gt VRY limited guys duh!

13th : Who are you currently aiming on?
- no one

14th : Do you know a lot of your sibling's secrets?
- no...of course!my bros wont tell me any!

15th : How do you rate your sibling?
- i duno how to rate

16th : Is your sibling gorgeous?
- of course they do!=)

17th : Do you judge people?
- sumtimes..

18th : Do you run?
- i jogged for the sake of losing weight.=p

19th : Are you lazy to tag people?
- i din tag ppl b4 lo

20th : Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
- her sheng..i ask him how many toilets r there in his old hse.

21st : What's 2 + 2?
- its 3+1 !

22nd : Who's your idol?
- jj,rynn

23rd : Are you a monster?
- i am nt !

24th : Do you play with Barbie dolls?
- yea..i loves them when i was a lil' girl

25th : What was the last movie you watched?
- HSM 3

26th : What do you think about your English?
- okok laa...but still cant get Band6 for MUET lo..XD

27th : What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
- boleh tahan lo

28th : Who do you hate?
- when i saw tat ppl,i noe who i hate

29th : Do you love yourself?
- yea,do u?

30th : Blurt out 5 random words

- har? -o la~

-yior~! - pig a u! - cheh~

Miss Euuuu Muchhh!!!!!!

all of the sudden,i miss u both badly~

~my dearest hsien n wen~

=)

c how OLD is our photos..d latest d is on tis yr's May10th

so when r v meeting up again???hmm.....

waiting waiting...hehehe

all d best for both of u in ur finals..

muakssss...!love ya'll lotss~

2day went to skul to help pn radziyah for the club's report.

i'm not d secretary larr...n yet i still nid to get bak to skul n help her...y..d reason is tat d ppl hu r responsible for tis din get tis report done...c how lazy they r....n i'm jz few months,indirectly d member of tis club do evrything tat teacher want.tis shows tat c ppl r bttr~*wink* no offence rite...XD went at 2pm n get bak home abt 4.30 laa...damn hungry cuz jz eat breakfast only went to skul...boring face doing d report n how much i wish tat d feizai dj was here cuz sumtimes computer things like wat i owayz did at skul,he's actually bttr...hahahas!XD

as usual larr....XD

n yea...2day when i wake up at 11am,saw my eldest bro's msg...he went to taiwan for his basketball frenly match..of course wif taiwanese...representing m'sia...den he send me tis photo of s'pore airline aeroplane

haha....nt so surprise when i receive tis kinda pictures cuz bro is taking aerospace course.of ocurse he likes aeroplanes....but too bad i duno wat's d difference between m'sia airline n tis s'pore airline tat makes him kinda excited..hahah!....so good..bro can get to taiwan without paying air ticket lo..

remember buy me souvenirsssss!!!haha....

words

recently,i've found out tat i hv a ''syndrome''.----i tie my hair odd!damn...its owayz more to d right side of me n i duno y.-.-..tat makes me hate to tie up my hair more n more cuz i nid to tie it,den check,take it off again,den tie again n again n again...urgghhhh!!!!i jz cant find d centre...damn it! can anyone tell me how??huh?

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tis 2days...was having body muscles aches cuz i am getting my exercise started...at laz
huh..haha..thx to shaynon hu force me n keep on dating me out for a jog..(=
so when i achieve my success,dun eva call me feipo again lo...feizai!hahahaha....

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lastly,saturday nite...i was on9-ing n chat real much wif zhao yun tat nite..yea..until 3 in d morning.he is my pri skul fren since standard1..n when i shifted skul at priskul4,i lost contact wif him until laz yr,i've got the chance to get his contact num frm his fren,my tuition fren..yea...thx god for tat..=)..reli glad tat i still met him...


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den it was yesterday,sunday.after dinner,i chat wif wen wen lo...1st time having video call wif her n v r having real fun here!hahas.....look here!XD

looks wat her laptop cam hs done to her..it was jz so damn funny!haha

she reli likes to act..tat's our drama cum ss queen.XD

acting

she jz cant stop acting..reli..haha!

big body,small head!XD

damn funny!look at her hand..haha

tis reli cant make me stop laughing!!wahahahaah!
c her head,n she still put her hand on tat head!

she said tis is her twin -.-''

n she said tis is d real her la..haha...

n since i put so much funny photos of her out,she sure kill me cuz she said dun put out..haha!

nvm la....once in a life time ma wen...wakakakaka!

school graduation day

hmm...2day is our skul graduation day...n yea..is non of my business n yet i still nid to get bak to skul since i've promise teacher to help out..mm...yday,i was regreting of being so geh po n promise teacher wan to help.if nt,i'll b sleeping on my bed until 11am!hahaha.....

yea..when reach skul..wait in may ann's car as usual...wow...tis morning is kinda diff cuz there supposed to be many car parks but it din vuz many form5 students r driving to skul lo...
sum was even driving naza ria..waa..huge lehh...den i was thinking....y i'm ad 18 n got my license for half a yr n yet,mom dun allow me to drive alone....T.T hmm...cuz she still say my driving skills is nt good..haihhhh...how cann...............................!

graduation day,makes me thought abt ours in laz yr..
time flies n me,hsien,car, n wen r already separated for a yr...yea..i miss those days tat v r all crazy-ing together...mmm...i miss u guyss...muaakkkzzz..!

frens

ji mui 4eva..^^

ann,yung,jess,lily n wen

beloved hsien hsien ^^

beloved wen wen ^^

n lui lui car car =)



n yea car car...happy belated b'day at here..hehe!may all ur dreams came true...love ya always..=)

3rd nov

n chiam too...same b'day wif my car car..hehe...