Petang smalam, i masak mee bandung. Saja nak makan sendiri. Ada lebihan, plan nak bawak opis ri ni. Buat breakfast pagi ni. Malam tadi, siap2 tapau, buh dlm peti sejuk. Mee Kuning satu bekas, Kuah Bandung satu bekas and Rojak buah satu bekas. Esok pagi tinggal ambik dr peti ais ja. Sampai opis, boleh panaskan mee bandung guna microwave opis. Tadi, masa keluarkan bekas2 makanan dari beg bekalan i... Bekas pertama : Rojak Buah... yummeh! Bekas kedua: Kuah Mee Bandung. Yeah... x sabo nak makan :-) And bekas ketiga: Sengkuang! Bukan Mee Kuning!!!! Argh!!!!! Apparently, i salah amik bekas. I simpan mee kuning dalam bekas yg sama bentuknya ngan bekas buah sengkuang nih... huhuhuhu...takkan nak makan kuah bandung ngan sengkuang kot.... hahahaha... Last2... ni la breakfast i... biskut cecah latte Baru plan tanak kuar lunch... tapi x pa...rojak buah ada... bleh tambah sengkuang kalo kuah rojak tu banyak. hahaha.... p/s: charger handphone pon t...

As expected... hari ni demam sikit and hingusan bertambah banyak mengiringi batuk2 yg masih x baik sejak 3 minggu lalu.... Already went to doc yesterday....so ari nih mmg resting je la. Ubat batuk lak jenis yg ngantuk punya.... mmg tido je sepanjang hari nih. Mmg dah lama saya batuk... tapi bukan yg berkahak. kering je....pedih tekak. And batuk ni jenis yg dalam.... sakit belakang dan perut saya bila batuk. And i must admit, adakala sampai terkucil skek disebabkn batuk nih.... huhuhuhuu..... sungguh memalukan! Last friday nampak gaya mcm dah nak elok. tapi sunday tu makin kerap pulak batuknya... and monday morning, start la blockage to my nose. Today, i cant smell a thing.... masa mandi tadi, puas try cium bau sabun.... x bau langsung... no wonder selera makan saya merudum... Actually dah agak hari nih mesti demam. Sebab petang semalam tulang2 badan ni dah start sakit2... doc said batuk i lama may be caused by allergy... could be jugak coz hari ahad tu saya mengemas rumah and may...

7 May - after negative blood test result, doc asked me to come to the clinic for second test. The bleeding hasn't stop since last friday (4th May). Though it was still small spotting, it was fresh blood. Doc asked me how i feel. I just said  'i'm ok. It just feel that i'm going to have a period soon'. But according to her, my spotting was too early to be called period spotting. She asked to scan me just to confirm what was happening inside. Once the probe was inside me, there they are...the 2embryos that were placed inside my uterus. I can see it clearly. Just a tiny 2 little dot which according to doc look like 2 baby sac. The doc said looking at the embryos, it seems like i am pregnant. I was speechless. She move the probe to get different view of the embies and still came to the same conclusion. She asked me to take another blood test just to confirm and i need to take progesteron injection just in case i was pregnant. Mind u, the injection hurt like h**** co...

Baru lepas menonton perlawanan hoki remaja asia. Sungguh suspense.... siap terjerit-jerit sbb teruja sgt tengok the match. Tahniah buat pasukan hoki remaja Malaysia yang berjaya menentang Pakistan dan menjuarai perlawanan ini. Hmmm.. tetiba teringat waktu main hoki zaman skolah2 dulu... hehehe.... yang pastinya pasukan kami memang 'star' la masa tu... hehehe... bestnya zaman skolah dulu... Anyway, hari ni last berehat sepuas ati kat umah. Starting tomorrow i'm back to office (Sigh...) Wish me luck!  p/s: Huwaaaa.... apsal rasa malas nk keje ni?? bestnya dok umah...

Feeling much better already (as compared to last Friday). But still coping slowly... Still can't talk about it openly and without a heartache or tears. But I can smile & laugh when see funny things/jokes on TV. I can joke around with my hubby. The heart is healing.... slowly. We went to Jusco yesterday... (retail theraphy?? heheheh) Feel so good that I can walk around without the need to be cautious. Hubby wants to buy some clothes and i pun tumpang sekaki beli kasut (kasut kerja i dah nak tercabut tapak...). I have been off from cooking since after the OPU until now. Since this morning doc had confirmed that my  beta HCG is still negative, I think its time to start living my life 'normally' (I'll miss being pampered and get to rest all day long... hehehehe) :-P But I'm still contemplating whether want to go to work or not tomorrow.... Hmmmm.... Thank you for all the motivation & support that you left in my previous entry. Sangat-sangat terharu and it ...

Setiap hari, bila kita bangun tidur ada dua pilihan menanti. Mahu gembira atau bersedih. The choice is yours... if u choose to wallow in a dark mood - your day will become black as night. If you choose to embrace and smile on all the obstacle that come - your day would be bright like a sunshines The choice is yours... Choose well. credit to Google

Logik tak kalau menangis tengok cerita 'Hachiko'? Korang pernah tengok cerita tu? To me it was a great story about loyalty, trust and believe. Hachiko never gets tired of waiting his master at the train station, for 9 years... padahal his owner dah lama mati sbb heart attack. Memang touching la cerita tu.... so, memang logik la kan aku yang cememeh ni nangis... sedih woooo..... Korang pernah tengok reality program Masterchef Junior Australia 2? I luv watching cooking show eventhough aku ni x ler terer sgt masak... berangan je la nk jd tukang masak yang hebat... hehehe.... Nama pun rancangan memasak kan.... bukan ada adegan sedih menyayat hati pun... tapi tah cam ner.... bleh aku nangis eh tgk rancangan ni... Tetiba sgt la sedihnya tgk budak ni x dpt menyiapkan masakannya sebab oven dia x di turn on. Hanya disedarinya apabila masa hampir tamat. Yang tambah laju mengalir air mata sbb the chef tu janji akan rasa makanan budak tu selepas tamat rancangan tu.... huwaaa..... so swee...

Nice story n really good song... enjoy...

Dear Readers, I'll be hibernating for a while. My sincere apology for the lack of updating after this. I have a lot of things on my plate rite now (mostly work related) that need to be chewed out and cleared soonest possible. Plus I'm not feeling very well lately (macam nak demam jer...). Thank You. C ya later...

It is easy to take a step back than moving forward... It is easy to just give up than work it harder... It is easy to just fall back than to climb up... It is easy to just curled up and stay down than to soar up and fly... Yes... it is so much easier... But I believe that Allah has a brilliant plan for me... And He Knows what is best for me... And I know... that every cloud has a silver lining. p/s: tetiba rasa nak tulis ni... penat. Just got back from Ipoh n tomorrow am working as usual (sigh....)

Got back from Sabah yesterday. Not feeling really well... batuk2 and selsema. May be because perubahan cuaca kot... Got MC today. Esok...tengok larat ke tak...till then.

Ya...I'm really stress. I have exam this coming December 6th. Repeating my failed 'tax paper' that i took last June (Sigh...) Really don't have mood to study. Seems like I know everything, yet when I tried to answer past years question, my mind went blank! Can't seem to write anything... Help!!!! Ya Allah....Give me strength...

Feel like going on vacation with my hubby... Don't think have time to though. A lot of things to finish before my transfer. (Sigh....) Banyaknya kerja....

Life is sweet with loving memories, sour with heartache... Happiness is life...sadness is life... Both are needed to feel human.