TO BE WITH OR NOT TO BE WITH (part 2)

Ke Kedah! yeay..akhirnya. A very long long trip i can say. Penatnya mak aii tak tahan kaki ni nak melangkah, tapi apakan daya, demi my besties. Ku redahkan jua. hihik. Sangat enjoy every moment that we spent together. Thanks to those involved especially fid yang ajak merempit tengah-tengah malam buta, beloved driver juju yang bawak kereta sangat konsisten, also kakti yang entertain makan char kueh tiaw yang sangat sedap and sponsor tempat tinggal yang cambest, and last but not lease hirda, nas, kakvi, sapik, azizi, iati, ted, jun, em, nazrin, tajul, awang, keri kim sheng, yee chung, dan kwn2 studio lain yang berjaya mengingatkan aku balik zaman studio dulu.  Sangat rindu oke. Susah kot nak jumpa semua orang if takde event camni.

Apa-apa pon, lots of congratulations to Basree and Kak Tasha for your wedding, the theme sangat super sweet sebab kene dengan taste aku, pastel of course! Nanti boleh curi-curi sikit idea tu na! Jangan marah. Paling suka part balloon tue, memang sama dengan aku punya idea cuma aku takdelah letak dekat siling, hehe. Wedding at Basree's side, sangat best sebab environment kampung yang sangat natural dan meriah! Mulalah aku imagine wedding aku nanti, pon buat kat kampung, hope sangat meriah macam Basree tu, amin amin amin!

Gambar? nanti lah tunggu sapik, tajol, or alip upload. Diorg merangkap official photographer of the day. hehe.

Penangannya, badan rasa lesu and nak demam ni. huhuhu. Want to take some nap. zzZZZZzzzzzZZZZZZzzzzzzzzZZ!

TO BE WITH OR NOT TO BE WITH

To be with or not to be with? How do i really miss my old friends so much! Kaksha's wedding is just around the corner, and it will be the right place to gather,. yeah but pity me; i didn't know either i should go or not. It's 'only' 500km+ away, and to be with them is all i want right now. But yes, everything come with pro and con. huhuk! i am now officially not prepared to travel alone! ececeh mengadanya kamu.

For now, as a fiancée, my decision is not my decision anymore. I have to learn new things, new environment, and of course new life which is i have to consider many people around especially my mr. F. (if u read this, be proud honey!). I don't think it might be as cruel as people judged, but i am willing to do so, as a respect for him, and as a good lesson for me. Two more days to go, and i will make the best decision tho. 

Added, i miss Char Kueh Tiaw, teh ais mamak, and also nasi kandar oooo yummy! yeah remembering North make me smile and okeylah rasa nak terbang pegi sana sekarang jugak. 

Psssttt, actually i have meeting on Sunday. Nope, should skip that. Whatever, someone will replace me as usual, thanks Cik Bob~

Nampaknya macam dah ada decision je kan. ahaks. Will update soon, lufffff!