As a bear of small brain and hatred of the heat, I am meant to hibernate for the summer and only appear from Autumn to the end of Spring.........even Christmas is stretching it.
I have lots of refrigerated air conditioning but somehow it seeps into my entire system and I go into hibernated meltdown......well something strange, lethargic and pretty useless all round.
But today is first of all
cooler and I did bounce out of bed at the command of the music on the alarm at 6 AM and hit the garden and watered until 7.45AM. We are allowed 2 hours Wed and Sunday mornings and since I was also wearing a halo on Sunday after I had done some watering, got to music rehearsal in time and survived Church, not as hot as the previous two nights when I had been on a music team. I got into the car and bravely drove to
Bunnings and did the old handicapped lady deal and asked nicely at the help desk could someone please get me 6 bales of sugar cane mulch. They did it so nicely and put it in the car which saved me getting hotter, more tired from walking after standing for ages that morning. So I felt very virtuous. I had been trying to get more mulch for ages but kept running too short of energy. So I called at the chemist and then Safeway. Treated myself to the most unhealthy lunch I could imagine. The iced coffee was not too bad, but the potato cake looked so nice, and tasted so nice, and one potato cake is a reasonable lunch. It was just when I looked at the last mouthful as she bought the coffee and I looked at the cream on the top of that and gave a delicate little shudder........but it was so nice.
The library was holding books for me, so I had to stay out till 1.30 PM when they opened. Sat in the car with air con on for 10
Min's then grabbed my books and headed for home, put the basics away, headed for the shower and bed........awoke around 6 PM.
But two things I had been putting off were accomplished.
I have been somewhat disheartened the rest of the week as I was in a lot of pain on Monday night and so could not go out Tues night, and it had cooled down enough to make it possible. However I slept the pain away.
Kept thinking I must sew, I must sew......and tried to think of it today but after watering I got showered and breakfast in bed, read and slept till about 4pm.
So I was somewhat discouraged. I sat here at the computer and tried to find the urge ......tried to push myself to sew, but it just did not work. Or I certainly did not work.
Then, to my utter amazement....around midnight........my most productive time, I decided to attack some computer bookwork.
It was going to be something that I had not touched since '99 but some data had been entered and I had to work around that.
However to my immense joy I was able to process two lots of work and balance them. Yeah.......truly to
crow about.
And the Christmas decorations did manage to go away at the weekend.
So there is movement at the edge of the cave.......and hope in sight. I am
stopping myself now before I go too long and start making mistakes. But I am a happy, if very tired, and quite cool bear of small brain.