Tu tengok tu my junk food store for thesis writing hahaha, ada seaweed,coke, asam, coklat, sour squirm and chips hehehe. So, Padanlah muka. Orang seronok tidur, I kat toilet at 2am.
Tapi kena stay up lah kan, bukannya pasal diarhea tu. Tapi of course I dok pulun menyiapkan abstract dan summary. Memula plan nak siapkan abstract dulu, baru type summary. Tapi bila rujuk thesis seniors, macam depa lagi banyak explanation in summary compared to abstract. So, abstract yg I dah siapkan hari rabu kot, rasanya perlu diubah menjadi summary :(. Actually tak tambah banyak pun dalam abstract tu. It more like combination of abstract for my four papers. So jika content abstract dah tukar jadi summary, apa yang perlu ditulis jadi abstract. Uwaa.....memang kena tulis banyaklah. kekejap tengok new summary tuh. Mana boleh samakan, redundant pulak. Tu pun kejap I rasa ayat tu sesuai kat abstrak, kejap I rasa ada ayat sesuai kat summary. Sampai naik keliru pulak antara summary dan abstrak. Dah tak larat sangat 4am i tidur. Luckily boleh bangun before 8am. Kalut dok siapkan abstract tuh. 9.40 dah siap kot. Alhamdulillah. Tapi perut still rasa tak selesa. So hantar email kat spv, cakap tak boleh jumpa. So hantar abstract and summary online. Tapi bagitau jugak dia yg kalau I ok, before 1 pm i akan hantar printed version of the whole thesis. Then I godek dok menambah sikit pasal history of one of the structure that I investigated. after 11, macam ok. Sempat lagi lunch nasi goreng tomyam, cooked on thursday nite.
Senang je, tumis hirisan thai hot fish cake, masukkan nasi, taburlah perencah adabi, kacau, then masukkan udang dan sayur hehehhe............EH! entah2 diarhea pasal perencah tu expiredkan. Hmm...tapi ni lepas tu saya ok je maksudnya bukan pasal nasi tu la kan.
Anyway, saya berjaya hantar printed version kat spv just few minutes after 1pm. Ingatkan dia takde, ketuk2 tak berjawab. Bila I cuba masukkan kertas bawah pintu, dia suruh masuk. La, she was having her lunch. rasa guilty sangat. Macam i ikut time I, bukan ikut time spv. Guess what dia kata dia dah semak my abstract dan letak dalam pigeoon hole. Lagilah saya rasa bersalah. Dahlah dia tu busy. Haritu out of office for two weeks dengan conference dan juga ada bengkel in Melbourne. Then hari jumaat petang tu dia ada colloqium, tapi pagi dia masih sempat check my work. So bila dah dapat ambil my stuff dari pigeon hole, I pun baikilah abstract dan summary tuh. of course banyak correction for abstractlah kan hahahha. Dah siap, at 2.45pm I hantar kat x-spv in Adelaide.
Owh lupa, my officemate cerita her spv nak jadi first author for all her papers. terukkan...alasannya coz her idea dan dia buat banyak corrections selain my friend's english is not good. Actually tak banyak pun ubah suai. Padahal, native speaker kat sini yang check her writing told my friend that her writing is good. Dia boleh kata "I'm reluctant to let you as as first author". In fact she tried to make excuse that other student also become the second author. yeap, other students who are under her and her husband supervision only. Not those who are under other supervisors. I ni semua my papers, I'm the first author tau. Ingat dulu, masa memula tulis paper I letak nama my then spv, now x-spv as first author. Dia kata my name should be the first since I do the work. So, you see, kesian kawan I. Walaupun dia cakap sponsor dia meletakkan syarat dia as first author, spv dia tetap tak berubah fikiran. Then, both of them just keep quiet for 5 minutes. Kita yang dengar pun sakit hati, inikan pulak if we are in her shoes. Hmm...so berhati-hatilah ya...dengan spv dari negara Asia tuttttttt yg mempunyai Australia citizenship. Tapi tulah bila fikir balik mungkin lecturer tu perlukan student for her career. No wonderlah sekarang dia hanya ada my friend sorang tu je as phd student dan her brilliant student lari ke UTS dan dah published two papers with his name as the first authors. Kalau my x-spv tu mungkin dia tak kisah coz dia dah profesor and melambak papers, selain orang british ni integriti dia lain sikit kot.
Teringat last month, my spv nak present my paper yg kena reject tuh. I tak kisah pun. coz i pun takde masa, hati dan perasan nak present dalam waktu critical ni. Dia siap cakap she'll will put my name. Kalau dia letak as second author pun I redha coz dia banyak support I selain banyak bersabar dengan karenah I yg slow buat kerja nih.
Hari Sabtu pepagi tuh my x-spv replied my email and attached 5 pages of my chapter 1 that he has read and checked. Ayo yo..almost very single sentence ada red marked. Selain diubah struktur ayat, I belajar satu perkara iaitu better guna plural instead of singular. Dan I berjaya submit pagi Isnin minggu ni. Then, my spv email suruh jumpa dia on Tuesday. Malam tu I susah betul nak tidur gara-gara sakit perut. Aduhhh.......rasanya angin. Pasai apa ye...no coke, maybe due to this....tapi gambar lama lah
Tulah pasai, asal nak jumpa spv je sakit perut isk isk isk..........Anyway, semalam larat jugak I went to see her. Adalah beberapa beberapa perkara yang kami bincang. Macam tak percaya bila dia suruh I buat something. Mixed feeling between excited and worried...semoga dipermudahkan. Anyway, masih lagi kena buat banyak beberapa corrections terutamanya to make my thesis looks neater and consistent, selain menanti semakan from my x-spv. Tapi punyalah bengang, rupanya I tak lupa nak copy latest writing in my pen drive. So, kena balik awal la. Itulah haritu ada orang dah ajar how to link my office desktop tu my lappy at home, I tak buat. So padanlah muka kan. Anyway, on the way balik, I singgah fruit market membeli fruit selain sayurlah. Hmm...balik rumah, i tengok tempat sayur yang cinonit tuh, dah ada orang lain letak bunch of salad selain harituh dah ada letak several lemons and orange. Bayangkan small space for 3 people...owh ni gambar lama ya sebelum Iranian pindah masuk
Yang tempat besar tu kanda and American yang conquer. Bila haritu Iranian letak buah kot kat tempat tu kanda bebel. Kalau kat freezer, pun depa conquer. Ni gambar masa Iranian tu belum pindah masuk
Actually yang upper rack rendah sikit, selain kurang sikit kelebarannya. Bila yang atas dikuasai oleh American, so Iranian takde tempat. Dia adakalanya letak jugak kat bawah, depan tempat kanda. Marahlah kanda. Tu I cakap dengan kanda, susunlah barang dia yg banyak tu memanjang ke depan, instead of guna space si german tuh. So, takdelah orang nak guna her front space. Yang peliknya, si german tu tak kisah sesiapa nak guna space dia, yang kanda bising kenapa pulakkan. Dia pun guna space german tuh. Selalu bebel dengan I, dan I selalu cakap benda yang sama. Dia memang dari sebelum Iranian sampai dia dah cakap kat American tuh, tu clear the upper middle space. Tapi pepaham je lah American yang buat2 tak faham tuh, senag cakap self fish. Tapi bila jumpa Iranian tuh dia hanya suruh guna space atas. Tapi manalah minah tu nak letak barang American tuh. Lagipun dah kat bawah, ada ruang, y not dia gunakan. Yang bengangnya, kanda depan Iranian tu kononnya doesn't mind she moved her stuff or used her space. Tapi bila orang tu blah, boleh pulak dia bebel orang tu tak fikir space masa beli roti banyak2.....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Ni sat gi nak kemas meja, key in my budget, susun material for my thesis. Tadi my Philippines hmate baru balik shopping, dia borong banyak perfumes...rasanya dekat 10 bottles. Free gift pun dasyat dapat banyak you. Hmmm...I memang kena pi city petang ni, bakal terjebakkah????