I feel so bad leaving you guys hanging....I jumped back on Instagram because I really don't have to engage...but blogging is different.
It's been a little over a month and I am still struggling with overwhelming sadness. I am haunted [as I knew I would be] with the visual of her last 2 days. It was gut wrenching and not a good thing for an "empath" to experience.
Which is causing my nightmares at night and not being able to sleep.
I know I am not the only one who has experienced the loss of a loved one.....and my heart breaks for all of you that share this kind of heartbreak with me.
I miss her so darn much....everyday when I walk Cami around the block I go past her house and it brings me to tears. She was so amazing and about 400 people came to her funeral which blew me away....so many people telling me how she changed their life.
She was also the peace keeper in the family....never taking sides with anyone.
So....I have gone back to work although I am definitely not running at 100%. I will try to catch you up with some of my projects!
The first one I will share is one that I have been working on for quite a while....she is the most patient client I have....for real. I have also know her for over 20 years.....
This is her foyer and we got the rug a while back....then I brought in 2 of her DR chairs to extend the chest because it was too lonely.....
She actually found the mirror and and picked out some art that she liked so I went over and got it all hung for her....
I don't know about you but dang that antique mirror just makes it! All art and the mirror were from Huff Harrington....a beautiful store here in Buckhead.
I am going to try and get back on a regular routine....but I have to tell you sometimes I feel this heaviness that does prevent me for engaging.
Also....thank all of you so much for the sweet comments...I read them all and was so comforted.
Shaystillsadbutmanaging
