Bothered and bewildered by the portrayal of dementia

The portrayal of dementia on TV and in the arts has undoubtedly risen since my dad was living with dementia. From major soaps to numerous stage plays, dementia - it seems - is popular subject matter.

I’m not against portraying dementia when it’s done in a fair and equitable way that, crucially, educates. When I say educates, however, I don’t mean in the usual awareness-raising way, or by opting for the predictably negative portrayal that is perhaps most closely associated with dementia on TV or in the arts.

My biggest gripe against the Oscar-winning Still Alice was the total omission of any examples that showed how Alice and her family could have lived better with simple environmental modifications. For example, signage that would have assisted Alice to get to the toilet in time in her holiday home.

My interest in the portrayal of dementia in the arts was ignited again last November when I went to see 'Bothered and Bewildered', one of the numerous stage plays focusing on dementia. The official synopsis of ‘Bothered and Bewildered’ says:

"This is a comedy drama about one woman’s struggle with Alzheimer’s. The play follows Irene and her two daughters Louise and Beth as the girls lose their mum in spirit but not in body."

Comedy and dementia

Those with a keen eye on language will find that synopsis somewhat troubling, and being in the audience was certainly an uncomfortable experience for me. I’ve often debated with myself how I feel about the use of comedy in relation to dementia, and this play laid bare those internal debates again.

Whilst many others laughed, I couldn’t and didn’t throughout the whole play. That’s not to say that I don’t appreciate that humour has its place in dementia care - I sometimes laughed WITH my dad during his years with dementia, but never at him. 

Often people with dementia do things that to those observing them are strange - in these circumstances the first human response is often to laugh to conceal our own lack of intuition and understanding. But look beyond what you're seeing to consider the reasons behind why a person is doing what they are doing and suddenly you think very differently. 

You feel sadness that the person’s damaged brain is leading them to outward expressions that barely conceal what is likely to be an internal turmoil of acute confusion. You might attempt to try and walk in that person’s shoes to imagine how they are feeling, knowing that you can switch off from that state of mind at any time, whereas the person is living with their dementia 24/7.

Supporting family carers

The dubious comedy element in this play wasn’t my most overwhelming feeling, however. More than anything I wanted to jump on the stage and help Irene’s daughters to understand their mum better and cope better as a result.

During the play Louise and Beth were immensely frustrated with their mother, didn’t know how to handle her paranoia and hallucinations, ended up looking for their mother with the police when she’d left the house in the darkness dressed only in her nightie, and felt driven towards seeking a care home place for her. 

The classic unpaid family carer scenario of trying to juggle work with caring responsibilities was also explored, with one of Irene’s daughters giving up work to try and care for her mother. The only professional support shown in the play came from a doctor, who for the purposes of the play asked far more questions than most doctors I’ve ever met. Despite this, however, he offered nothing by way of tangible practical support.

What needs to change

I accept that the portrayal of Louise and Beth’s struggles are entirely reflective of the experiences of so many families. Indeed, there were elements that reminded me of my experiences with my dad, but my frustration is that we don’t move forward from this.

In January 2020, every person with dementia and their family still cannot access universal, comprehensive post-diagnosis support, nor do they have access to their own Admiral Nurse, and most will find that care and support largely relies upon untrained and unsupported family carers until, more often than not, a crisis occurs and professional support is urgently needed.

It’s a disgraceful reality facing numerous families, and the portrayal of this element of a family’s experience of dementia in ‘Bothered and Bewildered’ is perhaps all the more striking when you consider that this play wasn’t written recently - it was first performed in October 2014, proving that so little has changed.

I’m sure that dementia will continued to be portrayed on TV and in the arts in the years ahead, hopefully not just by showing the difficulties, the frustrations and the sadness, but also by showing the environmental changes that can make a difference in someone’s home, the meaningful professional support (Admiral Nurses etc) that can enable families to cope better, and (fingers crossed) even progressive initiatives like peer support groups (DEEP and DAI) and training for family carers.

If we could have all of that, with less focus on laughing at the person living with dementia, we’d be making progress. 

Until next time...

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Turning the air blue

Many families who have a loved one living with dementia will know the moment only too well when a perfectly innocent greeting, question, conversation or even silence is broken by a swear word that prior to their loved one’s dementia would rarely, if ever, have been uttered.

Whilst those words sometimes come from family members themselves (we all get stressed sometimes!), it is potentially even more likely to have come from the mouth of the person living with dementia. They may have never previously used such language, and at the time of using it, there may be no outward sign of anger or frustration to make the use of it more understandable.

As a family you may be upset or irritated by its use, particularly if it seems to be directed at you. I’ve known families who have found such language so difficult to cope with that they have stopped taking children to visit a loved one, or indeed stopped going themselves. So why does dementia manage to produce this type of language from previously innocent mouths?

For me there are lots of reasons, but I will start with the most obvious. Think for a moment about what living with dementia might actually entail. Put yourself into the shoes of someone living with dementia. Close your eyes and imagine how they feel and what every day, hour and moment is like. Take a look at this guidance from Kate Swaffer, a lady living with dementia, to help you.

It is notoriously difficult for someone without dementia to actually accomplish this task, and even if you do, you are likely to have only hit the tip of the iceberg in terms of what dementia is REALLY like. I suspect, however, that after such an experience you might feel the need to use some pretty extreme language yourself, and if you do you are potentially a step closer to understanding the relationship between dementia and bad language.

There are other more specific symptomatic reasons too. Dementia is associated with a loss of inhibition for some people, therefore as well as being more free and disinhibited in their actions - for example in their sexual expression (as I wrote about here) - their language will potentially also follow suit. Dementia is likely to produce huge communication difficulties too. When someone cannot find the word or phrase that they need, a swear word may sum up how they are feeling, or indeed may be the only word that comes to mind at that time.

Dementia is characterised by a range of emotional reactions, and each one is likely to have bad language attached to it, mostly notably anger. The swear word(s) may be accompanied by physically lashing out, or the person may appear outwardly completely calm. In the latter example swearing may seem inappropriate or unnecessary to us, but who are we to say how the person with dementia is feeling, what they are going through, and what the correct language to express that is.

Like it or not, bad language is a form of communication used by many people. It is commonplace in society, on TV and in films, and indeed for some people forms the basis of how they express themselves in a range of situations, both positive and negative, on a daily basis. Yet somehow we feel it is acceptable to hear it from a builder, or a teenager on the street, or a couple who are arguing, but not from a person with dementia.

Perhaps that is because someone with dementia may be older, and therefore we have different expectations or standards of conduct that we expect from our older generations. Or perhaps it is because we take it too personally, feeling that such language is being used to attack us, when in reality it is entirely due to how the person is feeling or experiencing their dementia in that moment.

Swearing is labelled as antisocial in dementia care and considered by many to be a ‘challenging behaviour’. Yet have the people who are passing these judgements also considered the ways in which their own actions, however well intentioned, might encourage the production of such language. Taking away someone’s independence and their chance to achieve could irritate them. The fact that they need help with personal care, like incontinence care, could feel very upsetting or humiliating.

Most crucially of all, failing to see the person and only seeing their dementia, and depriving them of person-centred care would quiet justifiably lead many people to resort to swearing as a means of protest and a cry for help. Again, put yourself into their shoes – how would you feel? Maybe you’d want to utter a few uncharacteristic words too?

The delicate nature of our own emotions can lead us to take such outbursts to heart. My dad sometimes used language during his years with dementia that no one had heard him use before. Sometimes he would look you straight in the eye and use it, and it’s hard not to feel shocked and hurt. I know my mother found a particular word that my father used towards me on one occasion very hard to take. I, however, smiled and dad duly smiled back – before long we were all laughing again.

Defusing the situation can be important in those tense moments when the air turns blue. Also looking for any underlying cause as to why the person has used bad language, such as trying to express an unmet need or protest at a particular action. On that occasion with my dad I was giving him a manicure, a necessary task to stop him from scratching his skin until he bled, but not an experience he had ever enjoyed.

His language, though extreme in proportion to the situation, was his way of explaining how he felt. If that was the only way he could explain it then it was necessary for him in that moment, and for me, no real harm done – sticks and stones and all that. I loved my dad before he said it and I loved him just as much afterwards. A simple example of still seeing the person, not their dementia.

Until next time...

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Let's talk about dementia - Humour

Welcome to the fifth of my seven ‘mini’ blogs for UK Dementia Awareness Week 2013. They are all themed around talking about dementia, exploring different aspects of conversation from the point of view of people who are living with dementia, carers and families.

Day 5 - Better to laugh than cry

I have encountered many amazing people with dementia who incorporate humour into living with the disease. That’s not to say that they find the distasteful jokes about dementia funny. They don’t, and those jokes really aren’t funny to anyone who has personal experience of dementia, but humour that lightens the load for the people with the heaviest burdens is a priceless gift.

Dementia’s naughty side can produce words from lips that had never previously uttered such language. Those moments of confusion, misunderstanding or using the ‘wrong’ words can bring smiles and laughter, both for the person with dementia and those who they are interacting with.

Finding humour is an important element in helping someone to live well with dementia, and for the person themselves it is often far better to laugh about something that they are finding challenging rather than getting angry. Making light of difficult situations can remove those feelings of inadequacy or guilt at not being able to do something.

Laughter, as they say, is a great medicine, so take those opportunities to talk, joke, smile and laugh together to find the happiness and wellbeing that most people never associate with dementia.
 
Next post on 24 May 2013.
Until then...

 

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