Just THink So..

Every night before i dose off, it became a routine to have some private moments for myself. I normally say my evening prayer, thanksgiving and most of the time think a lot. I usually think of the things i am so much grateful to my God especially for all the countless blessings HE has showered me. Im forever indebted to HIM for everything that he has done for me. For his miracles, for his love and fo his unending kindness. I remember before, i was so confused in my life and ive nowhere to go. The crossroads gave me some thoughts to cry about but also it gave me a strong will to continue to fight my battle. I am so much glad that HE has been so good to me. In fact, i felt im HE didnt leaved me at any point in my life. Now, that i have a great relationship, a nice job, a fantastic friends and a blessed life. Ive no wish except for HIS continous guidance on me.

THus, i realized that GOD will always interfere whenever youre in the midst of confusion. Sometimes, he gave us trials because he loves us. He wants you to be back on his arms. You are in that situation because he thinks of you, he wants you to know that HE is there. I realized i am strong person because instead of being down on the tests HE gave to me, it transforms me to love him more and thank him instead. It came into a point where i got tired of wishing and suddenly when i was at the edhe of giving up there i was greeted with the thing i am dreaming. It all just came inexpectedly. I just pray for a man who can love me unconditionally and in no time HE just gave it then the rest follows. I really wish i am more than deserving for all the blessings that he bestowed on me and always its my prayer to be an instrument of HIS love.

Got So Many Tasks

Wow, the day brings so many blessings again. I got few tasks from paying sites and articles to finish. Well, isnt it a great day for me? Yours truly had been so tired and stressed with so many things to do and attend to. I had to do some offline errand for my sister and for my mom too. Both of them are leaving to Cebu this weekend so the papers i need to arrange are needed for the trip. Afterwhich, i had to do some canvass for some stuff that im planning. I was at downtown the entire day and arrived few minutes ago. Another thing, while pushing my cart at the grocery store, i bumped with an acquintance - a business woman in the city. We exchange hellos and chitchats a little. She turned out to be not connected anymore with the company and told me few stuff about the latter. I was fascinated the way she teased me now. She said i look better than when i was at my former company. I do think so too. Well, God has been so good to me so at this point allow me to just thank my God for everything that he has done into my life. I just hope i will remain and continue to become an instrument of HIS love and kindness.

Is there a Hope for Breast Cancer Patient?

Cancer is a word one doesnt want to hear either. In fact, if you will ask a patient what is deadliest disease in this world. Im sure this illness is on top of the list. Although, there are case studies and researches every now and then to finally evolve with the cure but the sad news up until now, there is still no medication for any cancer disease. What is available today are injectables that will just lessen its effects to the body. Sadly, cancer has penetrated the entire world. It already kills milions of lives regardless of the social status. As a woman, i often wondered if im doing a healthy lifestyle because i also fear for my life and for possible affection of this disease on my body. They say that breast cancer is the ultimate killer for woman. I have personal encounters where their respective breasts were taken away just to get rid of possible spread of bacteria in the body. The chemotherapy is a very stressful process, aside from the fact that its very costly, the effect to the patient is also very risky. The first time i saw a friend who is now bald because of this medical procedure, i was teary-eyed because i cant help but feel pity to her. But of course, for a family who hope for survival, its not important how does it cost or how long does it takes. the only light that gives them the reason to smile is their hope that one day, their loved one will recover and picked up those little pieces that has once broke the hope and faith in them.

Cramming

I hate to go to the city but because i was not able to get money from the our place, i have no choice but to visit my bank. Good thing i did coz we met with an old friend and bond at the mall while we are reminscing great days. I super need a massage or a spa but i knew i still have few things to prioritize. Ive spending too much lately and i knew i made a hole in my hubby's pocket already. He is not complaining but i dont want him to think of other things coz in the very first place, we are attached with each other not for anything else but because of love and trust. Also, i am not dependent on him because i have a work and i have other earnings too. Although, he always make it a point to send every week for some unexpected expenses but really i dont know how to manage my finances. I spend left and right as if theres no tomorrow. Its one thing that i want to work out because he does not just pick the money on the street. He works so hard and i can attest how he choose to stay in wee hours so that he will be prepared when he moved in. Just a few months ago, he lets me talk to the lawyer he hired at Cebu and fix the other matters he indulge in including the girl he is helping out there. The feeling is great especially the day i met them. She was very approachable and the kid is also as bubbly as her mother. I realize that i am blessed to be the woman behind the generous man. For now, i simply cant thank God enough for making my life a great journey.

Needs Time and Effort

Whatever our endeavors are it needs persistent effort and great determination because as what they all says, success is a product of laborious effort and determination. To be able to enjoy a great life, one needs to be goal oriented and should know where path he/she is leading to. For instance, whatever projects you're dealing to like if you're doing a patchwork project, you must have the determination to finish the goal. There are always so many options in this life but more often than not, what easy to gain leaves easily and whats hard to attain is what sticks forever. Lessons are part of this life, we just need to be open minded as to its purpose.

Be Grateful

Bo Sanches is never tired of telling us that always and almost we should be grateful for all the blessings that we have acquired each day. Even just the gift of life is enough reason to be happy, to be lively and to be inspired. Live each day as if its your last.

Looking for Quotes?

They say i am hopelessly romantic. I dont know if ill be happy if they labelled that words to me or feel the other way because they think im a little bit a type who always daydream. Well, whatever they want to think for as long as im happy and i dont do anything bad, then its no big deal. Yesterday, while we were having a break, i kept on searching for great funny quotes. I wanted to put that quotes on my Facebook because i knew my friends would surely grab or comment to it. I realize that its best to read funny stories or entertaining quotes so as to inspired you or simply just to put a smile in your face. As they say, laughter is always teh best medicine, right?

Friendship and Trust

Its easy to find a friend but its hard to keep it. As the saying goes "No man is an Island". Everyone of us seeks companionship to make this journey worth to remember. And once in this life, we can find a friend and sometimes friends that are not worth of your time. Friendship is tested based on your lifes ups and downs. When one person sticks with you in your odd times, then he is one of the few to keep. But sometimes you tend to disilusioned yourself about being with a true friend and afetr painful circumstance that when you realize, its better to keep off from her. I believe ive been acquinted to few people who have kept their footprints in my life, For one, i had a most trusted friend which i kept in my lifes cabinet all through out my 25 years of existence. We had each other for so long that we forgot the very day we realized, we were best of friends. I guess i have been the very best of friend to her and for sometimes she had been to me. But just recently, a painful realization took place. Though its hard to give a long journey of tested relationship for a petty argument but somehow when you think of the small things that she has done, then you realized that small thing hurt you a lot. There may be no words to explain how i felt about her at this moment coz i am becoming emotional, and i knew where i bound my limitations. I hate to admit that i am hurt and that i am hurtin by the exchange of words in between us, but no matter how i deny the fact that there is something going on between us, it will always goes out and show. I realized a friend can sometimes be negotiable, sometimes its tradable, sometimes its invisible. But more often that not, i want to believe that this is just one of the few tests we had. If it doesnt comes back, to where we were before, then its really meant to part ways. I can never trade a friend coz im a keeper but when circumstances came when TRUST is being a vital issue, sometimes i end up choosing whats good for myself and keeping the lessons in my heart.

Tuesday Meme

Whats with Tuesday? Its maybe just a normal day for us and for everybody but the fact that we were given another day to live this life and share our life with our friends, then it must be something else already. On my way to work, i meet my old teacher. We did had a great time chatting and updating some friends and former teachers. She also told me that they will be having their graduation this coming Friday. I still recall when i was still a student, when this time comes. We will be busy already for our clearances and after that, its vacation time. I love summer because i can do everything i want, play to death and of course we could sleep anytime we want. Its nice to reminisce those old days.

My Sweet Meme

i was thinking of a good post to write in here but my mind is empty right now of ideas but my fingers started to type at the keyboard and no choice i have to continue. Anyway, i am missing my bestfriend so much. I knew he is already committed and has his own family but still the thoughts of our bonding and friendship lingers me every night. Sometime, he courted me and i asked him why he is going beyond the territory of friendship, he told me that he sees his ideal girl in me. I am flattered and happy of course, but then i could compromise the relationship we had and will have if it would work as US. I cant remember a time where he leaves me. When im down i always look for his hand, when im sad i always look for his handkerchief and when a guy dumped, i always wished that he is there for me to listen to my not so sensible heart rants. I could say that at this point in my life i have found a great and true friend in him. There even one point when he would visit me on my working place before and we will hang out together after. My former boyfriend who happens to be the man i loved so much always nags on me not to go to ukay-ukay stores, but i always love to visit there cause i could find an affordable yet classy style. But he could understand that because he thought that i am cheap and that those stuff are only for poor people. Because i love my boyfriend i stop going to such stores but when the time comes that i wanted really to go there, i asked my bestfriend to go with me and told him about the things we argued about with ex. To cap it, he joined me in roaming such store and even look for the best deal for me. Thats how my bestfriends took good care of me. I wish we could just choose the one person we could love and share our dreams and our life, but loving is not a choice of the brain - its a matter of the heart.

Love More ; Hate Less

I realized that love is the best feeling in the world and that if you just learn to love unconditionally without expecting in return then youre one of the few people who have indeed find and has valued the true meaning of love.

There are different form of love, it might be a love for a friend, a love for a parents, a sisterly or brotherly love, a love for neighbors or the most chased and talked about four letter word, which is the romantic sense of loving to an opposite mate. Indeed no matter how crazy we were in finding the Mr. Right of our life, we should also not forget to share love to anyone who brings colors to our life. Dont just focus on loving your boyfriends or girlfriends. But learn to appreciate the presence of your family members who withstands with you amidst trials and shotcomings that you have encounter. In this love month try to be soft as possible, forgive those who hurt you and learn to understand first rather than be understood. Try to just love, even your worst enemy. By trying so, youll experience a different feeling far strange from what youre feeling when hatred dominates your heart. A feeling of peace, calmness and serinity. Maybe i am just a person who is gifted with a heart that has a positive outlook in life. I never surrendered but i always believe and has faith for positive outcome in my life. But my real secret, prayer - that my battles will lead to the right path, to the path he wanted me to be. MY life is not that perfect nor the most enjoyable nor has a roads full of roses because i knew i am thorned most of the time but the real meaning of my life lies on how i make God the center of my life and no matter how poor i am materially, im proud to say that i am happy in every aspect of me.

Soulmate Unfolds

I really wanted to share to you guys and to my constant visitors about the stuff and latest learning ive discovered recently.As we all knew, this is our favorite subject since we learn to admire our opposite sex and since we felt how painful it is to be broken hearted. Anyway, ive read a Cosmo mag lately and found out about the stuff on soulmate. I always thought that when we say our "soulmate", it always refers to the one person who would complete us, so to speak our prince charming. I always thought that soulmate is the term referring to Mr. Right and that he was the person i was destined for. Not until, ive read that soulmate can actually be many and can actually refer to a person you have met or u just met recently. Did i say many soulmate? Yes i did and i eventually mean soulmates, meaning we could eventually have many soulmates not just one. So dont worry of getting hooked of a Mr. Maybe now coz who know Mr. Right will come. Another thing, soulmate actually refers to soul nourishing mate. So, you know that when one refers to a soulmate, it doesnt necessarily mean the right guy but maybe a good guy or someone who brings out the best in you. Now thats the thing.

Life's Twists

Uncertain, its how most of us defined life. True indeed, sometimes youre up and sometimes youre at your downest. What we have at present isnt always a guarantee coz in just a click it might just vanished and just go like a theft in the night. Its always good to stay humble especially if you really dont have what it takes to be on top. Climbing so high need a strong rope to guide you and takes you to the highest peak but what most climbers fail to prepare is when the rope cuts and will just makes you fall amidst everything you did to climb the highest peak of your dream. But smart people have a slow yet sure race to the top, they prepare their fight and walk when theyre sure enough of their destination. You might see people climbing so easily in their lifes journey towards their dream destination, yet stop and fall on their dreams because of overconfidence and arrogance. Yet, some were just unnoticed while taking their way up yet is visible once theyre near at the peak. Goodluck climbers, aim high but be careful in taking the right roads coz when youre at the crossroads and take the wrong path, youll surely fall on the wrong destination. Just take it easy and never be so boastful coz it will surely fall back on you and when lifes twists come, youll surely take the dose of your own medicine.

The Game of Chance

These past few days, medias were all crazy waiting for the 6 number combination for the 6/55 lotto. And who woundt? when the pot money was neary half a billion pesos. Who woundt want to win such big money instantly. Even businessmen and professionals were all in a hurry to the station for their bet.Of course its the game of chance nonetheless we are all taking chances, praying that maybe its our lucky day and hit the six lucky digits. And fortunately, it was won by one person who bet somewhere in Luzon and they are all speculating that maybe it was one of the SBMA employee but until now it was not yet claimed by the lucky man/woman. I was thinkin if i won those amount, how will i spent it and maybe it will just be a headache coz it will just cause future problems that will surely arise. We were talking during dinner time about the said news when my father joined our conversations and as he quote, its still valuable to spend the money you worked for and you sweat for. Coz its the sweetest reward you can ever get. And as he adviced us, its good to dream of luxury but having simple life is still the best choice especially if you have a great family. I agree and none can supercedes with that.

Words and Pride

The famous and prestige Queen of Talkshow Oprah one said" Be sure to make your words soft and sweet, just in case you need to eat it, you can swallow it".

Indeed life is full of uncertainty so be sure to watch over the words that came out from our mouth. It doesnt mean that just because we are powerful that the world is already on top, remember that it always circles around and once you go down, twists will be much harder. I knew some people who really changed maybe because of some reasons but still i really cant understand why the attitude will also changed. Ive came to know people who are really rich and influential but has their feet always on the ground. But some people who are just on their way up, but their pride is already up there which is indeed so sad. I had good friends back then who really were lucky to have met the lifes status we all dreamed of but then they still act as if they were the people weve known before. Ive been there and even much higher but always and almost, i stand my feet always on the ground. As a reminder that no matter how far we achieved in life, its still not the benckmark of happiness. By now and by far ive went thru, money isnt always what makes everyone happy. It may be at first but its still the relationship and your family that will still bring the joy youve been dreamin of, least as expected.

Life is So Great

I use to have lots of questions in my life since i was a little kid, i use to ask my mom was the clouds are blue, why thre was rain and why we cry? but now i may not know the answers of all my queries but at least i knew the logic of them all. Just like why those people we loved leave us? Are there concrete reasons why we deserve to be in pain when we have loved them with all our heart? Well i did not bother at all to find the answers to all those question but at this very moment i knew the logic why it all happened. Yes he leaves because it is meant to happen, God does not want him to be in my life coz he will only brought miseries.It happened because i deserve someone better, someone who is willing to love me unconditionally, someone who will stick with me for richer or for poorer, someone who will be with me when im sick, someone ho can give me a shoulder when i needed it and someone who can uplift my spirit at the very moment i needed him. Yes, that's the lgic, its simple yet its complicated but no matter how difficult it is to understand, i still want you to tagged it, and of course recommend to like it but i would love to share it.wink*

WHERE DO FRIENDS GO?

Teenage days are gone, those times where we just dont get serious of life.,not mindful of lifes standards and social stigma, after all what we care much was play and all those penny stuff we like to have. Friends are all that matters to us then, going for basketball, signing those funny slum notes, sharing foods with friends, camping and all those first times. First heartaches, first kiss and even those who first hooked by cupids arrow. How funny! those times when we are in a hurry to grow big just to buy our own stuff and even lied about our age just to make our crush know that we are already big, big girl.hehhe. I remember too my times, my funny moments when i was a little younger, i remember a friend who was so close to me, she had his first bf without the knowledge of her parents sinc her parents are too strict we just made it a secret between ourselves, they usually have their dates during our afternoon off and we were also included in their dates, free snacks for us too. They planned to have a date by saturday, since we donat have a class then, we think of a good reason to paved their way out. She told her parents that we will be going to downtown with me and a good friend of ours too. But what actually happend was, their going to meet at the market and the guy will accompany us to the city, so the planned happened exactly as expected, the problem arises on our way home when we saw her parents as were at the highway waiting for a jeep, so what we did we ride a different jeep without our knowledge that it will not pass by in our place, the ending we walked like 2 kilometers to our place.How funny, thats the child in us.

A Thing Called "MARRIAGE"

MY morning was hooked up with the TV show from the prime network, and the guest was the famous celebrity who happened to marry a pastor, and when she was asked hows her life going on after the wedding, i am really so amazed of how the girl's eyes sparks when she told her recent discoveries about the guy she commited herself for a lifetime. Yes, there were incompatibilities accoring to her and she even not deny it that though his man is near perfect and God-fearing there are still factors that she dont like and they dont agree at all by time nevertheless at the end of the day, as she said, she is still so proud and happy to have made the right choice, after all. All through out the interview, i cound help myself but think of my choices in life at present and in the future, will i lucky too to be with the person i long to be all along, or will i regret the decisions and some decisions i will make. For now, i still dont know but i am really praying that somehow i will be guided that in the future as i foretell my love story, you too can smile and said " im happy for u", with a hug.

PALM SUNDAY

Today marks the celebration of Palm Sunday, It simply means the start of the holy week. For some, this is the best time to rest or have some vacation, but for many Catholics this is the type to repent and do some works of mercy. Usually especially in areas where cultures are still preserves, we usually do some reenactment of the death and sufferings of our Lord Jesus Christ, and when Holy Thursday came, we usually just stays at home and pray the rosary and at night we do the stations of the cross. If I were to choose whats best to do this Holy week, im proud to say that I still stick with my old ways, coz in here my faith is renewed, and my relationship to my Savior becomes strong

So Many Questions

I remember a friend who was ranting about her son who was very much cute in his age,his mom told me that this little kid keeps on asking her a lot of question, about anything that he sees, Upon hearing her story, i am very much delighted and find the thing so interesting not because i am amazed by her mom's reaction but by this little cute trait of the child. Funny, when we were still young, we are very transparent, we open up everything that concerns us, when we're hurt, we immedietly told our parents how this young boy made fun of us, when we top some exams, we couldnt help but get rushed home and tell our parents how many stars we got from our teachers. But when we reached at the age of our adolescent years, we became hesitant, we feel its not anymore approprieate to tell all, just a little for our parents and now we have grown up, too little to tell and the rest are kept in our hearts - the home of pain, of joy, of disappontments, of heartaches, of love and of things we believe keeping them there is the safest thing to do.