IM SICK OF GETTING FAT

I am depressed of my body now im getting fat, before my weight is just 48kls that was about 1 yr 1 1/2 years ago now my weight is 65 kls..huhuhuhu ..I skip meals just to lose weight,, huhuhu I also do a dance exercise.I went to the gym,, I took fitrum, xenical and all but still I am chubby huhuhuhu.. somebody helpppppppppppp...hihihihi