Shoulder Guy.

Warning : Might induce puke mechanism or secret smiles. 

Results vary according to individuals. You have been warned.

This is a response from my previous post. I've been getting a lot of press regarding this matter (why am I suddenly talking matter-of-factly...anyways..) and there was a lot of anonymous CyntaSez readers (whom I knew but wishes to remain anonymous konon hahaha) got intrigued by this mysterious Shoulder Guy. Who is he? Do we know him? Si anu kah ni?

Well, since being secretive is part of my zodiac characteristics...

I won't expose his name but we met in the year 2000 where things were carefree and he was not even attractive. 

Why I like him (sans shoulder-related) and don't dare to tell him my lovey feelings for him?

Reason #1 : He is one of my closest friend. I confide to him everything and until now, he remains as one of my loyal friends. If he is a girl, he's definitely going to be one of my bridesmaids. Unlike other male friends who claimed to be besties with me (a frenemy in disguise), he's there for most of the time.

I remember one night when I was home alone, lonely and scared and I couldn't get any of my GGs on the phone (GGs, it was coincidental that you all were busy at that time), I gave him a call. He was about to watch a movie that he had waited the whole day to finish downloading and suddenly there was I, as guntalau as a coward (sama la tu kan..hahaha), asking for his company on the phone until my dad or elder bro gets home. We chatted for almost an hour and a half, and we talked about work, unrelated things, etc. He accompanied me until my elder bro got home and only after I "yeay-ed" (cos finally ada kawan di rumah), baru he said "Yeay! bulih suda sia sambung movie sia.." Dei. 

And one time, when I was accompanying my sick friend to a clinic at LD and I got bored (it was almost midnight) and I texted him. Dia juga yang kasi kawan sia until my friend abis kena check. All in all, he was there almost most of the time. He also pernah run to the boot of his car during a downpour to get an umbrella for me (because I was so damn hungry and the rain was so unforgiving). And of course, being a considerate friend, I tried holding the umbrella, but alas, he did it. I find that sweet and that became favourite memory. :-)

Reason #2 : On his left, he kinda looks like Rob Pattinson...ehehe. Muhau.

Reason #3: For unexplanable reasons, I love him just the way he is...warts and all. Oh, there's one time he really triggered my angry buttons and I told him I won't bother him again. I told him he doesn't have to be sarcastic to me.

He apologised. He admitted his mistakes when it was mine to begin with. I had experiences with many guy friends; we fought. Of course, I always got my way...but these guys will always justify their actions and why they won't apologise. Some even say they are the noble ones to ask for forgiveness when it was my fault. But not Mr Shoulders.

Well, Mr Shoulders has his own limitation too. He's moody to begin with. At one time, he'll shower you flowers and the next thing, he'll be quiet and during solitary confinement, I will be given the cold shoulder. My questions will be answered with one-lettered word e.g. K and "Oh". He also made me angry by sending to one of my GGs one angry email about the current political situation in our country. So far, I'm still angry at him for doing that but since he and GG is kinda close, so I guess I can't stay angry at him forever. If GG forgives, then I'll do the same.

So, that's half the story of Shoulder Guy. I don't know whether we'll drift away or become closer...I could only wish the best.