ME Time on the eve of raya

I have been looking forward for my "ME" time where I leave my besties, my friends, prospective lovers and other matters at the door and just focus on the person that I am. Ahhhhh...despite the indigestion (I had it since last night) and the blackout downstairs (damn fius kept on trippin'), I'm trying to enjoy the solitary time I have. I know, it kind of felt a bit lonely and quiet, but ironically I can see things in perspective. As I ponder upon my life, I realised that there are a lot to be thankful for.

For instance, my existence is purely spent on trying to "get a better life" somewhere without seeing that others are suffering more than I am. After my short visit to Bridget at the hospital, I realised that all these while I have been living my life in the fast lane. I have been searching for happiness at the wrong places when it was actually within all along. Gosh, how it is to think positively all the time. I wonder what makes me miserable...is it me?

All in all, I guess I better be thankful and grateful for the many blessings that God has given me. My IPG friends whom I noticed are getting more and more beautiful and aging gracefully; my house in Lahad Datu that has almost everything I have in KK compared to other places; my parents who can still loan me money at times when I needed it; my expanding family; my developing love life...gosh there are just a lot to be thankful of!!

And all these are manifested at my ALONE time..